That’s it! I give up! There’s no way I would be able to continue with my earlier goal. Nah… it’s kinda wrong to call it a goal. More like it’s a promise to myself.
So what are we talking about now? Well, we are talking about my New Year’s Resolution. At the start of this year, I promised to myself to be more active and start exercising. If I can’t exercise, then I would enjoy outdoors like any active adult would do. But so far, I can only count the days that I have exercised. I haven’t even tried enjoying the outdoors. The only exercise I do is 20 minutes of walking every time I go home. All I do for this entire month is work all day, play, sleep, watch TV and eat. Not so active and healthy right?
Am I just a lazy person? Maybe or maybe not. I cannot say I am a lazy person because I work hard for the things that matters a lot to me, especially my profession or something that can be rewarding to me… rewarding in terms of money. So since I unconsciously see exercise as an unrewarding action (money wise) I guess I end up overlooking my resolution and go on with my daily and inactive life. Sounds boring, but I assure you it is not.
So will I be active? Will I start exercising right after this?
I guess not.
I am just not cut out to be exercising and such. If you are worried about my health, then you shouldn’t. I am perfectly healthy. I eat a lot of fruits and veggies. I don’t eat too much sweet, salty and oily food. I sleep a lot. I get 8 hours of sleep and I am chill guy. My blood pressure is normal. I have no sickness, except some frequent allergies that I have no control of.
Maybe the only time I would start exercising is when I grow old. But for now, I should just do what I usually do. And no more New Year’s Resolution that I can’t fulfill.