Do you know what it feels like to be terrified?
Do you know what it feels like to shiver in fright or to soil yourself because you are terrified? Well, I don’t. This is why I am asking these questions.
Yes, I have been afraid before… I have experienced fear but not at its worst.
Usually, it was just because I have been naughty when I was a kid and my mother realized the mistake I made or because an angry dog ran after me threatening to rip off my legs. I was in those frightful situations but I was still able to find my way of it. I never became hysterical. I was still able to collect myself and calmly find a way out. I was able to save myself from the dog by climbing a fence but there are times I can never save myself from my mother. So I guess I get to experience a good spanking from time to time.
Not to brag but whenever I am in a bad situation – no matter how terrible it is – I always face it head on and find a way out of it. If I cannot solve it by facing it head on then I would circumvent my problem and resolve it by approaching the backdoor.
There was one time when a huge rain came in and caused a huge flood. When water was entering our home, everyone else was in the state of panic but I was still calm and collected and was able to find a way how we could get out of our house and climb to the roof. If I was in a state of panic, terrified and not knowing what to do, I might not be writing this post.